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Saturday, September 30, 2006
5 hours 24mins 16 secs. Someone very significant has been taken out of my life. Matt was lost in shadow 11:42 PM
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Within Temptation
Our farewell
Why do i get this? Why all the pain and sadness? Why me?
God if you are real then give me an answer. Why put someone so dear in my life and take it away? Dont ignore me, give me a damm answer!
Screw this life, screw reality, to hell with everything. It fucking hurts. It really does.
Work sucks, the insensitive manager roy has been a great bastard. I swear. So much has happened in these 3 days, work problems, friend problems, family problems now this. I just wanna be myself for a moment and just let everything out. I almost cant bear with the pain. I just wanna breakdown and cry for a moment... But, on whose shoulder?
Endless rain, fall on this heart... On this wounded soul...
Let me forget all of the pain, all of the sadness...