Faded

2006-11-06T21:36:00.000+08:00

WOOT. NEW LAPTOP! ((:

Bought a Sony vaio VGN-AR28GP laptop today. Was so damm expensive. S$7299 ><

Went funan with Christie and Amber this morning, chilled at starbucks for a lil. Got myself a green tea frap out of curiosity. Tasted like............. GREEN TEA. Was wierd but nice haha. You guys gotta try it. I SWEAR AMBER IS SO HAWT. OOPS YOU DIDNT SEE THAT AMBER :p

Went down to the cineplex at dhoby ghaut after that to catch Deathnote. YES I KNOW ITS ALREADY OLD BUT THEY WANTED TO WATCH IT D:<

Went to Zone X & PC Bunk afterwards and chilled a lil more with my homies. Shane was bugging me for Amber's number. (SEE THAT AMBER YOU ARE HAWT xP) He got it in the end after pestering me for an hour and i refered him to Amber lmao. Played a few games of GuitarFreaks and went to Bunk to disturb my mapling friends xD

Finally, GOOD NEWS. Karyn's coming back in jan! <33333 And yea that's teh best x'mas present I can get :D

2006-11-05T18:57:00.000+08:00

Happy 18th birthday LEX!

The last few days were really fun, went chilling out with old friends and all. Reminded me of the old times. Went to Clarke Quay to stay out overnight with Trac, Gilbert and Zariel. Walked from Plaza Singapura till Clarke Quay. My legs hurt :p Then we went to chill at mcdonalds till something like 4am then we took buses home. Trac came over to my house till 7.30am as he didn't have a bus to get home yet. Played Audition a lil and I walked him to the main road. Fell asleep instantly when i sat on my bed. That was how tired i was ><

Can't wait for the 28th to come! Applied at a new school (Yes i know, again.) called TMC academy. Its next to funan. Signed up for diploma in infomation technology. Takes 6 months though, pretty fast. Gotta get a new laptop too as my old one's broken.

I see X'mas stuff being set up around town already! YAY! I want a Fernandes MG 145s for X'mas! *hint hint* LOL. I'll prolly throw an X'mas party and get everyone wasted.

2006-10-12T07:39:00.000+08:00

Heres the song that's playing in the background as requested by lynn :D You owe me!

Our Farewell

In my hands
A legacy of memories
I can hear you say my name
I can almost see your smile
Feel the warmth of your embrace
But there is nothing but silence now
Around the one I loved
Is this our farewell?
Sweet darling you worry too much, my child
See the sadness in your eyes
You are not alone in life
Although you might think that you are
Never thought
This day would come so soon
We had no time to say goodbye
How can the world just carry on?
I feel so lost when you are not by my side
But there's nothing but silence now
Around the one I loved
Is this our farewell?
So sorry your world is tumbling down
I will watch you through these nights
Rest your head and go to sleep
Because my child, this not our farewell.
This is not our farewell.

2006-10-11T06:50:00.000+08:00

Whoa, getting alot lazier to blog recently. Wonder when will my busy schedule permit me to do some of the things i havent done since before working at JL. Maple, towning, shopping etc.

Changed a new hair color! Its blue with pink highlights now! Spent $179 on it though. Wallet hurts :p Bleached and colored and highlighted. Really like it though dad was giving me the 'ZOMGWTFUNUTS?!!!!' look.

Went night safari the other day with Char, Crystal, Ziquan, Sebas and Hao Yih! Seb still thinks i hacked his maple acc though i didnt. Used to these kinda stuff so wont say nothing. We were at the safari and there was this HUGE bat! When it flew over us we could feel the wind as if a fan was blowing at us! Then took the tram ride, it was sooooo cool! Thanks Char for lending me the 20 bucks, really couldnt find an ATM machine ><

Shall blog again soon, too busy to remember. Its always wake up, go out, come back tired as hell, sleep. ><

2006-10-08T03:05:00.000+08:00

OMG. Didnt remember to blog for the past few days. Forgetful! ><

Got wasted the past few days. Weed and alcohol make me look stupid. Went drinking with Kar Yuen, Zariel and Faiz. Was so fun! Haha... Kar Yuen you owe me 21 glasses! :p

Found my love for Guitarfreaks again. Kept playing it these few days! So fun! My skills deproved alot for some songs yet some songs i could play better. Wonder why...

Went for prata with Joel and Charlene. So fun watching football. England and macedonia's match ended with a tie. Haha...

Kinda miss work. Cant see my workmates so often anymore ):
Really tired now, shall blog more later.

2006-10-05T11:10:00.000+08:00

Whoa. Slept sooooo long. Had a great day, went to practise with bandmates and then went out with char and crystal to JL to return nametag etc. Then went tpy with them. We went to take the mooncake but we got lost in the lift! Was so funny lol. After that went dinner with them and then char went off to find her bf and i waited with crystal for meng kang to come. After that went back to bugis to practise again. Went back to dbg at 10pm to wait for zi quan and then took mrt to amk to meet char.

Bought a 750ml Absolut and was drinking with them below char's block. Was kinda drunk and zi quan brought me to the cab and i went home where i ko'd right after a phone call with jas. Its a wonder that i didnt get a hangover.

Miracle happen please?

2006-10-04T14:20:00.000+08:00

Gig @ Icy on the 07th. Its a saturday! Going with my new band 'Imitate' performing a few songs! BUT, big problem. I have never performed a blues song before! Hope i can do it. Off to practise now....

2006-10-04T01:14:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 2pm. Went to take a shower and then left for work without styling my hair. Geez, it sucks without styling but whatever. Was early for the first time in my life at work but sadly its the last day. No fun anymore ><"

Work was okay, slacked alot in the nursery room. Was chatting on the phone for like two hours. Talked to kenny about maple stuff and i decided to make a new low dex sin. Work was okay, but something scary happened. THE FLOOR CRACKED AND POPPED OUT ZOMG. I WAS LIKE OMGWTFBBQ FLOOR ZOMGZOMGZOMG!!! Well after woro we went to chomp chomp! FOOOOOOD!! Took mrt to amk with friends and we took a cab to serangoon. Ordered loads of yummy food! Was so full. Then went to 7-Eleven and bought Hoegaaden beer and some seaweed. Was really good :D After that me, Zi Quan, seb and char took a bus back to amk and i sent char back home and took a cab back home.

Nice day excluding the fact that you're not with me. I miss you.

2006-10-03T14:34:00.000+08:00

geez, i missed work today. Overslept by a looooong time. 2 hours late omg. Well imma go take an mc so i wont get in trouble. ((:

Today was kinda dull. Woke up and went to see my family doc to get something for my sore throat and get an mc :D Then i went to JL to give my mc to HR Dept. Saw Zi Quan and we went down and chatted. Too bad Charlene left, i wanted to say hi :(

After work Zi QUan, Brandon and I went to take a bus home. We went to Grassroots Club to play the lame arcade. Boring games really. Then we shared a cab back home. :D

We were supposed to meet up for a drink but my dad didnt allow me to go. Sorry guys!

I miss you.

2006-10-02T03:29:00.000+08:00

She left. in the end we decided on not having a long distant relationship and so we broke up BUT we're gonna stay best friends.

Not so sad eh? Before she left me i gave her a pendant i bought and told her to remember me. I'll go visit her when i can. I promise myself^^

Today was great! Didn't go to work cause i had a gig at cine! Got paid 500 bucks for it haha. Went to dye my hair in the morning! Its dirty brown now. Kinda like it alot heh. Was so cheap, only 66 dollars! OMG! Then played guitarfreaks in the arcade with my two old friends char and joel. Welcome back to singapore you two! Hope you enjoyed yourself in hk! CHAR ISH BAD! SHE DIDNT BUY MASTERPIECE SILVER FOR ME! SAD! After that i went to cine to join my workmates charlene crystal and wee hong for lunch at kfc. Then i walked them back to speciallists' center and then rushed to cine for my gig.

We jammed (In Order) :
Sadistic Desire by X-Japan
Ready Steady Go by L'Arc~en~Ciel
Obscure by Dir en grey
Endless Rain by X-Japan
Our Farewell by Within Temptation

Was so fun! Sad thing is my fingers hurt like hell after the gig. So many people videoing our band today. What an honor! When i went off stage, a group of gals came to me and my friend and asked our numbers. Was kinda suprised though but i gave it to em. We then went to pastamania to celebrate. I was the only one not eating :p

After the gig i went to catch a movie with Charlene, Crystal, Meng Kang, Zi Quan and his GF. We watched 'John Tucker Must Die'. Was so damm funny! We were laughing throughout the movie! After that we went our seperate ways. I went back with charlene and i waited for her under her block and we went to K Box for karaoke :p WAS SO FUN OMG! Char has a great voice, no kidding. *Jealous*

After the KTV session Zi Quan was so nice came to pick us up and we went to char's void deck and chilled out for abit. Zi Quan sent me home, SO NICE! Haha. I realised that MPVs are really VERY comfortable.

Anyways, Char thanks loads and loads and loads! You really made my day! Was really depressed but really thanks for hanging out with me, really cheered me up! :p U ROX MY SOX!

So now... Single and available again... I wonder who's gonna be my next... *bangs head on wall* OMG ITS HARD FINDING A GOOD NICE DECENT CARING GAL. I SWEAR I MISS YOU KARYN! SOB~

2006-09-30T23:42:00.000+08:00

5 hours 24mins 16 secs. Someone very significant has been taken out of my life.

Why do i get this? Why all the pain and sadness? Why me?

God if you are real then give me an answer. Why put someone so dear in my life and take it away? Dont ignore me, give me a damm answer!

Screw this life, screw reality, to hell with everything. It fucking hurts. It really does.

Work sucks, the insensitive manager roy has been a great bastard. I swear. So much has happened in these 3 days, work problems, friend problems, family problems now this. I just wanna be myself for a moment and just let everything out. I almost cant bear with the pain. I just wanna breakdown and cry for a moment... But, on whose shoulder?

Endless rain, fall on this heart... On this wounded soul...
Let me forget all of the pain, all of the sadness...

2006-09-30T01:19:00.000+08:00

I'm so lost without you at my side....

36 hours 47 mins and 15 secs. God please let this time be forever.

I shall miss your smile, your laughter, your care, your concern and your love. Why does this have to happen to me?

Never thought this day would come so soon...

Today, was kinda nice in a way. No one pressured me much at work. Was hanging around outport sleeping then went walking around the place. Crystal was not feelin very well so i ran down and bought her some sweet. Poor Crystal! Then went lunch with Crystal, Charlene and Zi Quan. We took cab to some kopitiam and ate there. Charlene was so nice! She bought me lunch! OMG! Haha...
Then when we got back i and Zi Quan got sent to help out at level 1. Kinda fun and slack haha. Then went to outport and tagged stuff. Then went out and Heren told me to do fitting room duty. Sat there and fell asleep and Soo hwa went and woke me up as roy was there! Then helped Char and Crystal fold clothes. Then we went back and I walked Char home again. Chatted awhile then my dad drove me home.
Going out with my lil girl now. Spending our last few hours together. Shall blog more tomorrow...

Is this our farewell...?

2006-09-28T23:47:00.000+08:00

There is nothing but silence now... around the one i love...

Today sucks. i mean it. i mean IT REALLY SUCKS.

Seriously, what the heck have i done? Geez, bad luck eh? Started off the day pretty great... Met char and crystal and we went to pastamania for lunch! The salad was not bad ((:

Then we went for work. BORING I TELL YOU! Then i got some really bad news :(
My gal called me and told me that she was gonna go back to HK since she finished her diploma here. I WAS LIKE, WTF?!! I asked when and she said in about 1-2 weeks. Seriously, heartbroken. Then i was stoning around work and charlene and crystal was trying to cheer me up ((:

Thanks loads. You guys are teh best!

Anyways, was stoning around work as usual till closing time and i was trying my best to smile and laugh. Kinda painful but still... Hah nevermind...

Well, feeling kinda lost now. Shall blog again later. Cheers!

2006-09-28T00:28:00.000+08:00

wow. havent blogged in he longest time ever. having a job atm since its the hols. JOHN LITTLE ish good i tell you! although work sux, the people rox my sox! i mean TOTALLY! well with seb and randy, and i got to know some really good friends ((:

CHARLENE CRYSTAL RANDY SEBZ HAOYIH XIAOYING JOE ZIQUAN RANDALL U GUYS ROX KTHX! :D

Anyways, kinda shitty day for me today. though the morning was fun, char went taka with me and we went to kino! Then we went to pepper lunch to have uh... breakfast? lol. was damm full! zomg. then i went to hang round jl waiting for sebz and char to go home! stupid sebz din wait for me at mrt! was like, sooooooo pissed that i took a cab for 25 bucks. sux2beme i know. then i walked char back home and took a cab home.

I KNOW I HAVE NO LIFE SO DONT TELL ME ((:

Thats pretty much all and if u dont like me sue me :D

well lets see when i shall blog again.... till then......

2006-07-27T15:16:00.000+08:00

over a month since my last entry. geez i've been real busy.

well. loads of stuff i bought this month =D its prolly the most i ever spent in a month in 2006 :p

2006-06-12T09:57:00.000+08:00

wow. so many days without using blogspot again. today was fun? woke up really late and then went to dhoby ghaut and played a few games then went to youth park and watched street festival. then went to bugis for dinner with heart of god friends and then back to dbg to play guitar. wasted my one credit! haha. then went to bugis and played maximum tune, my skills deproved alot coz i havent played much. stayed over at charlene's house with suet coz we missed the last bus! went to mac's to sit and talk then went to her house and stoned haha. left at 7am and then met with aim and helped him burn some cds. going to sleep now.

2006-06-10T02:26:00.000+08:00

gah didnt have time to blog the past 2 days. today was rice's b'day! happy b'day rice!!! went to buy a present for him and played a quick game at dbg. then rushed to marina bay for steamboat with church friends. the arcade there sucks only got 6th mix but meh w/e. then tried para para for the first time. it was kinda hard haha. after that went to dbg again and played a few games and talked to the rest of the dbgers and took a bus home. stoning atm here but gonna sleep soon.

2006-06-07T04:09:00.000+08:00

nothing much happening today. woke up at 3pm and watched galaxy angel till 10pm and had a DotA match with ivan and friends. afterthat went back to watchign galaxy angel till 12.30am and then watched Advent Children again coz i couldnt sleep. talked to vit for abit and i'm probably turning in now. hope more interesting stuff happens tomorrow haha... cant wait for my other animes to download. yes i know i'm a stoner so shoot me. eh ka yuen get ur ass back to singapore so we can session! on DM!!! and dont forget to help me buy that v3x <3

2006-06-06T01:19:00.000+08:00

net was down the past 2 days coz the router was old and in the end i got it changed. using some linksys one now. quite a boring day today, woke up at about 12 and got dragged to lunch with parents at some restaruant called 'Dining @ Sakae'. we had the sushi buffet and it was really filling... ate like six chawanmushi and it was really good lol. after that went to the arcade and played guitarfreaks. shengtat used my card by accident and it got pushed to 627.54 points after he got a 99% SS on agnus dei extreme open. after that i went to play a few more games and met william. we went to that restaruant again and had dinner there. then we went to orchard plaza and he bought a cigar. was a cheap one so it tasted funny but was good lol. in the end we met shawn they both went to pasir ris and i went to the arcade. went home at 10.30 whis is kinda early and was setting up the router which took three hours. finally i got on so this was the first thing i'm doing. shall post more tomorrow. tired.

2006-06-04T00:44:00.000+08:00

today was kinda boring. went to reds at 10am and got a haircut and dye so now my hair is khaki brown. went to have lunch at pepper lunch express with ivan and went heart of god church after that. p&w was awesome but the service was too draggy-_- then went dinner with some friends and saw ruth and david and daryl kang. after dinner we went to watch x-men 3. kinda nice but not very interesting. after that i went to the arcade and played guitarfreaks. dumb arcade closed at 11.45 and they shut the power so i wasted 1 credit >_> was a really nice day though. hope ka yuen comes back soon!

2006-06-03T07:18:00.000+08:00

heh. first post. wow i was awake for another night again? something is a lil wrong with me but meh. =/ shall work on links and all later as i'm going out xD